Monday, July 16, 2007

over it

random thoughts, July 15th, 2007:

just got back from casey's. we watched, (well i did anyway) science of sleep. i understand it more and more everytime i see it. fun times at casey's today.

she and chris went to the grunion run. i wanted to go so bad! but of course, i have curfew at freakin 10:30 tonight. i'm running out of rubber bands. my mom didn't get me any today.

after 5 whole days, my ipod broke. i swear i must be bad luck or something. so i went back and exchanged it for a new one yesterday. this marks my fourth ipod. i hope to god this one will last. so far so good.

i'm starting to think more and more that the santa ana/tustin area is turning gangsta. yesterday, i saw a HARDCORE cholo fight on 17th and tustin. it was brutal. and at this very moment 5, yes 5 cop cars are parked outside my house and questioning my neighbors from across the street.

my obsession for daniel radcliffe has come back. it went away about the 7th grade and now it's back for revenge. i mean................. well, look at that.

Song of the Day: Bad Dream- Keane

Until next time

Sary

Sunday, July 08, 2007

rubber bands and fireworks

quite a lot to write about today. let's see if i can remember everything that's happened in the last week and a half.

1) So last Friday, i went to the ortho, for what i thought was going to be a regular brace- tightening thing. OH NO. the lady was like, "so we're giving you rubber bands today." and i was like, "Oh shat". So she put them on, and i was like, okay this is weird. They were fine for the first few hours. But i'd say, after....5 hours? That's when i wanted to die. I'm not gonna even attempt to describe how my teeth felt. Cause i can't put it down into words. Anywho, i went to mimi's that night with my parents and who should call, but Casey Pahl? haha hey that rhymes. She invited me to go sleep over at her house and Lauren was spending the night too.

Around midnight we, of course, went on a Wallgreens run and took THE FUNNIEST pictures known to man. i think that's our signature....thing- going to Wallgreens in the middle of the night. fun times, fun times. When we came back we watched Casino Royale. don't remember much of it because i slept through most of it.

The next day, Casey, Lauren, and I went to the beach, where we met up with Lauren's boyfriend and his two friends. Might i add, this was THE HOTTEST DAY ever in my opinion, and as a result got the first sunburn of my life, on my face no less, which then started to peel. It wasn't very pretty. Anywho, those two days were pretty fun.

2) Fourth of July- best one i ever had! It was soooo much fun. Chris invited me to go with him and his dad to the queen mary to watch the fireworks. But first, we went looking for open filipino restaurants for take-out, but of course none of them were open. So we ended up going to KFC (awww yeah) and took that to see the fireworks. And for some reason, this was THE best KFC i've ever had. the fireworks show was amazing. friggin 20 minutes long!

Oh, and i want to add, without sounding weird or cheesy, that that night was the most gorgeous night of the entire summer. It was pretty hot during the day, so at night, the temperature was JUST right. The sun was setting while we were driving through downtown long beach (which is the prettiest downtown in the world, in my opinion) and when we finally got to the boat the clouds were in all different shapes and patterns and the sky was orangey-pink. And when the sun finally set, the entire bay was illuminated by the cool lights they put on the bridge and the KICK ASS street lights by the queen mary. I don't know, it was just like, straight out of a movie. It's times like those where i'm really sad i don't have anyone special to share it with..... all i had that night was chris....psh.... hahaha yost keeding.


3) Yesterday we went to Sam's to get some groceries and stuff. And wherever they sell iPods, i casually just tell my parents " oh hey, look they sell iPods over there" just to see what they say. and this time, my mom said " oh ok, we'll get you one" and i was like WHAT?! after six months of asking and asking, they finally bought it for me. And i have to say i haven't been this happy in a long time ( because of and iPod, i know it's sad). But i love ittttttt. It's all new and unscratched, and of course, i already filled it up with smallville videos hehe. But honestly it was about time.

4) and today i went to barnes & noble to get my summer reading books (blech) but i also got the last harry potter book which i have yet to read. i really forgot how much i love reading those books, i just can't put it down!

so yeah, that just pretty much sums up my week. i just had a bowl of cereal and i'm listening to "You're Beautiful"...... that is getting SO OLD. anywho, i want to hang out with the friends tomorrow cause chris leaves on tuesday. SUPER EXCITED for harry potter next week, and possibly the beach house or mammoth? we'll see. and i cannot wait for costa rica. you don't even know.

here's to an awesome summer (and it has been so far) :)

Song of the Day: When did you heart get lost- Rooney

Until next time
Sary

Thursday, June 28, 2007

from a.m. to p.m

yesterday was super funnnnn.

no, it was great. extremely great. christopher picked me up at 11:45 and then we went to go pick up case for the beach. i broke in my new cowboy hat that i got at target. we stopped quickly at starbucks and casey and i got iced white chocolate mochas (YUM). then it was off to the beach.

this is a by the way, but i gotta say, the radio surprisingly did not play a song i didn't like, and it was a perfect soundtrack to our first beach day of the summer. you know when songs remind you of a certain time or something? or a memory in particular? everytime i hear those songs i'll always be reminded of this day.


anywho, we parked at the twin dolphins, and can i just say, that parking METERS suck. i hate them with a passion. we all rumaged around in our bags and managed to get almost two hours worth. so then, we finally picked a spot and chris and i got in while casey sunbathed for awhile. i only went in for like 5 minutes.

my incident at CDM has scarred me for life. i'm dead serious. my fear of the ocean increased SO MUCH after that. i really can't get past waistline in the ocean. i wish i could. but, hey what can you do. so, i came back and casey and i got a tan. then we realized our time was almost up at the parking meter and we literally spent like 20 minutes asking people for change....well chris and casey did haha.

we put in about an hour more and chris and casey went in the water while i watched :)

finally it was time to go, and when we were on the road, some guy kept yelling at us that the back door (mine) was open. i thought he was a psycho but, looking back at it he was pretty funny.


we were all starving so we came back home and stopped at taco bell, of course. somehow, i always end up eating that after i go to the beach. we went to chris's after and watched lords of dogtown. god i love that movie.

oh and the seating arrangement for the movie was a pretty funny sight. chris and i were fine until casey showed up and friggin sat in between us and then it was CRAMPED. but we all fit in snuggly. that couch is perfect for three.

anywho, we didn't get to finish dogtown because guess what was playing at century at 8:50??!! 1408!!! which was.....okay i guess. haha i spent THE ENTIRE movie with my hands over my ears. OH OH


there these two guys in front of us.....funniest thing of my life. one guy was like, "dude i'll pay you 20 bucks if you throw your cell phone at the screen. i wanna see a friggin hole in the screen though" and the other guy actually did it!! hahah. i didn't think we would. oh my gosh i was laughing so hard. too bad it was a projection screen, so the cell phone just tapped it and fell like 20 feet.

then there was this guy driving in front of us on the way home, who i think was drunk. that was pretty scary. it went from like, "haha wow, stay in your lane dude...." to " OMG HE'S GONNA CRASH INTO US!!!" i didn't really feel like staying at casey's cause it was my mom's bday today so we stopped at del and then casey and chris dropped me off.

.....and that was it!

haha i pretty much spent 12 hours with them yesterday. AWW. so, all in all, as you can see, yesterday was sooo much fun. nothing went wrong.

and so, i just got back from my mom's surprise lunch at mimi's. i'm stuffed. and i just realized this is a really long entry......but i like it when they're long........the entries i mean.

Song of the day: Twister- Remy Zero

Until next time
Sary

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Stage 3

i'm in stage 3 of my cold right now, which is getting rid of all the flem and mucus and crap haha. it's pretty much just leaving my body right now so that's good. not much to update on today. just writing to write. i hope i'm better by tomorrow

Song of the day: In my life- Mark Hildreth

Until next time
Sary

Thursday, June 21, 2007

scratch that

as of yesterday life was pretty good. today it SUCKS.

i have the worst cold of my life. i had the worst headache and felt faint about 2 hours ago. i seriously wanted to die. god, this always happens to me when summer starts. must be the seasonal change or something. ugh. hopefully i'll be better tomorrow for movie night though....if i'm still allowed to go. psh. haha.

screw song of the day.

Until next time
Sary

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

god of warrr

jeeeeze casey is such a control hog!!! i'm at casey's.....watching her play god of war. i guess she's getting back at me for playing guitar hero for half an hour. anyways, today i think i'm going to the beach with the aunt and cousins. we're taking pictures! that should be fun.

and also i think i'm going to the beach this weekend with casey and chris (??) hopefully. we'll see. life is pretty good right now.

Song of the day: Free Bird- Lynrd Skynrd

Until next time
Sary

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

pita chipssss

tonight shall be grand.

oh, my two cousins whom i have never met before are staying with us for a few days and can i just say, I LOVE THEM TO DEATH. They're 6 and 4. We call them Pongo and Chichi. adorable right??!!! haha. i hope chris can come over to watch smallville this week :(

Song of the Day: Better Days Will Come- Tahiti 80

Until next time,
Sary

Sunday, June 17, 2007

free at last, free at last

thank god almighty, i am free at last.

school let out on thursday and i am SO relieved, you don't even know. 9 months of stupid teachers, ridiculous tests, SAT's, and retarded people are finally over. it doesn't even feel like summer, but it's so amazing to finally enjoy the weekend without dreading sunday to do all my homework. for the first time in a long time, i'm actually free of any stress, for the most part.

well let's see, on the last day of school i went to ruby's with lauren and saw ben there. oh, ben. hahah. and i was supposed to go to jill's that night for the biggest techno rave ever but i went over to casey's instead and i'm so glad i did. it was just me, her, and chris and it felt like old times again. we saw interview with a vampire and made rootbeer floats. haha to anyone who wasn't part of our group, they would've said it was lame compared to jill's party, but the time that i'm happiest is when i'm with those two.

we just made fun of the movie, made fun of each other, and flopped around on the couch for half an hour later. and honestly, i haven't had that much fun in a long time. chris said it perfectly: " i hope this just sets the tone for the rest of the summer". GOD i hope it does. I have a feeling this summer is going to be the best one. no more drama bullshit from anyone. it'll just be the three of us without a care in the world, having a good time. and plus, this HAS to be the best summer because chris is going off to college in august so we have to make the best of it. and let's just say that ties with a certain person have been officially broken off and buried. so i have a good feeling that chris's premonition will come true.

in other news, i had my behind the wheel yesterday. good god. pretty much, worst experience of my life. i fucking hate that woman. she made me cry. she started yelling at me because i didn't stop 15 seconds at a stop sign. i seriously wanted to kick her out on the freeway. FUCK HER. i hope she dies. that's how much i hate her. and i just felt like shit for the rest of the day.

but today is father's day!! and we're going to the cheesecake factory! wooo. ok i should go get ready. but here is my wish that this will be the best summer of my life......

THERE.

Song of the Day: Break so easy- Jonathan Rice

Until next time
Sary

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

the greatest

i deleted my last post simply for the mere fact that it didn't look too visually appealing. it felt good to have it up and get it off my chest though. REALLY GOOD.


my mood right now is.....indifferent. i don't care about anything. i don't mean this in a bad way, it's more like, i'm completely relaxed and don't have a care in the world, if that makes sense. which is funny because i've got the SAT on saturday, reflection video due on friday, and huge english project due next thursday.

this is mainly due to my huge obsession with this new song. PERFECT to drift asleep to....which is what i'll do now.

Song of the Day: The Greatest- Cat Power

Until next time,
Sary

p.s. i love you jeff, wherever you are.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

phantom

smallville season finale TONIGHT.

the one rule for smallville, well actually there are many, is that season finales have to be big. and this one's no exception.

you can bet your ass i'll be back tonight to tell you what i thought about it.
*******************



ok i just saw it.

and can i just say.....


LANA IS IN THE LAUNDRY TRUCK. hahahha. i know it sounds weird but, she's in there. now i have to wait 3 months to see if i'm right.

Song of the Day- Carry on my wayward son: Kansas

Until next time
Sary








please don't let lana die.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Casey i miss you!!!

gosh darn it.

why must i love my toad so? hahahaha

ew ok awkward? yes.


come home soon toad. i have like no homework tonight thank god. i've been playing guitar hero ever since i got home. i swear, i close my eyes and all i see is that conveyor belt thing with all the notes. and then everything looks warped when i take my eyes off the screen.

anywho, i had the best baby back ribs yesterday at my uncle's house. and the whole family got together so that was fun. umm.....pretty pointless entry no?

i just wanted to write something to be consistent haha.

Song of the Day: Love will tear us apart- Joy Division

Until next time,
Sary

Friday, May 11, 2007

i'm starving

god, life would be so much easier if i had my license. and if lauren had her car haha.

so the plan for tonight, HOPEFULLY, is go to chipotle and then to a cool coffee shop in laguna. and if time allows back to my place for the wedding singer. haha god i love that movie. Caseyface is leaving tomorrow!!! i'm so sad.

and jealous. grrr. but she we're doing something in the morning that's been getting postponed for the past 3 weeks so that'll be exciting. and then i'm having brunch with her and her familia before she leaves.

and can i just say that smallville is in deep. i mean DEEEEEP. the producers are digging themselves a shithole that they won't be able to come out of...mark my words. i think by the series finale i'll be the only person watching. i hate that show sometimes.

anyways, it's good to start updating again. i missed it haha. i enjoy typing nonsense everyday. it's liberating.

Song of the day: Wish you were here- Sparklehorse

Until next time,
Sary

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

HOLY CRAP

a wholllllllllllllllle month without updating??! what the hell's wrong with me?

LIFE. that's what. if i thought november/december where my most hectic months, then i must've been crazy. may and june are gonna be the worst of my life.

so this month i have to turn in a senior reflections video and a music video. the reflection video, according to Mcginness, is going to set the standard for videos till the end of time. she said this is history in the making and that i was gonna be part of the most important tradition foothill's ever had.........

i have 30 seconds of 10 minutes done.
no pressure or anything.

then the music video, which i have yet to shoot or even brainstorm, is due on monday. i'm not even sure if my actors ( the ones who i have yet to choose) will be able to make it. needless to say, i can't think of, shoot, and edit a music video all on sunday. SHAT.

then, the english essay/presentation.
casey is going to be gone for two weeks in england (lucky toad.......biotch) which doesn't hurt us, but could honestly be used as time to work on our freaking analyzation and presentation which is ten minutes long. i'm gonna work on it myself but it'd obviously be better if she were there to help me.

and of course, save the worst for last.

S.A.T.

the motherfucker of all tests. the big momma. "one test to rule them all, one test to find them...."

haha ok it's not that ginormous, but still, it's pretty much going to decide if i go to college or not. which will decide if i ever get a job, which will then decide if ever get noticed enough to get married and have kids. pretty much, if i blow this thing, i will never be successful, get married, or have a happy life. holy shit, my happiness depends on this freaking test. again,

NO PRESSURE. (psh give........ me........ A BREAK)
i don't even know how to start studying for this week. i have sworn to study at least one hour each night.......opening my book might be a good start.

well looking at the bright side of things, it was my birthday last week. yup. i have been on this planet for 17 years. HOLY CRAP. honestly, i didn't want it to be my birthday. i feel so old, which sounds ridiculous but hey. now i understand what adults go through when they reach their midlife crisis. it's like, i don't know, you feel like you're just slowly decomposing hahaha. i mean, this is my last year as a child. Next year i'll be an "adult". it seems so surreal. if it were up to me, i would've stayed 16 for the rest of my life. that's like the perfect age. but i don't know. the whole subject just depresses me. alas, i will stop talking! :)

some equally good news, i will be gone for the ENTIRE month of July. HOORAH HOORAH!! i seriously can't wait to get away from all this california melodramatic shit. i just wanna go to costa where every day is like a freaking vacation and i'm with my cousins who are the best in the world and treat me like a baby, which i am in the group. but yeah, you have no idea (whoever you are) how badly i need to just get away and forget this place ever existed. even if it is for just a month.

going back to the bad news, my opinion of someone has been thrown in the fucking trash can. FUCK THAT. i was stupid for even trying. and also, this may sound really gross to some, but i have chorro. if you know what that means, then.....
GOOD FOR YOU!!!

Song of the day: Dig- Incubus

Until next time,
Sary

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

just for the record


this spring break was the best spring break of my life. read em and weep:
  • Hollywood
  • VEGAS!

  • Grand Canyon

  • Solvang


oh yeah and i spent them with the hottest guy i have ever seen. that was a plus.

Until next time

Sary

Saturday, March 31, 2007

let's pretend

that i haven't neglected this thing for two whoooolllle weeks.

so, spring break baby!!! spring fuhreaking break. i haven't been this excited in SUCH a long time. not only because we get a week off from school but um, and old flame from costa rica is staying with us hahahaha. jesus, some sparks had better fly or something, because lord knows it's been waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too long since i've been with a guy. i shall keep you updated.

Song of the Day: The Prayer- Bloc Party

Until next time,
Sary

Thursday, March 15, 2007

seriously? seriously.

BEST EPISODE EVER .


Song of the Day: Heavenly Day- Patty Griffin


Until next time,
Sary

Sunday, March 11, 2007

i feel

sorry for you.

good luck with that.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

annoyed

to the tenth-hundredth power.





Song of the day: Lights- Journey
Until next time
Sary

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

you know tustin is bustin....

....if you still haven't been in that new Walgreens but we all watched it being built, and we all wished they would have built a gas station there instead

if you drive through the hills a little faded, or drunk and you think you're driving way too fast, only to look down and you're only going 10 mph.if at one point or another you have been to lemon heights park, only to find out that cops are there every night at 10:30 on the dot.

if peters canyon isn't just a hiking, its a place to drinkif driving down to tustin high seems like a long ways, long enough to carpool

if you know at least 5 people that work at Chick's or have worked there

if you have ever thought that Trinity Church would make a kick ass water slide, or that you know there are always cops sitting in the parking lot

if you hate the fact that 17th street never seems to be fixed from all the construction

if you ever wondered why there isn't Jamba Juice at whole foods anymore

if you know about Beckman High School...but have never really seen it

if you're trying to tell someone where you live in the hills and you refer to someone else from foothill that lives by you, and they still don't know where that is

if rocking horse ridge, cowan heights and every other communtiy make sense to you while driving somewhere

if going beyond 17th and the freeway, past coffee bean and fazolios, seems like a completly different world.

if you're never surprised there's a wait at BJ's on the weekends

if you go to denny's at 1am and to only see someone you know there

if you wished that patch of land where they always have christmas trees would turn into a gas station

if you know not to go to black star canyon, cuz you heard the kkk are there

if you've ever parked on that one spot on the hills where you can see all of orange county w/ someone of the opposite sex, haha only to find out that its a busy street

if you're at the top of the hills faded and the only way you know how to get to the bottom is to keep going down, not caring what street you're on

if you're definaly not confused by skyline and s.e.skyline, cuz we all know they are totally different streets

if you know when you're flying down newport from the hills to slow down by foothill cuz there's always cops chillin in that parking lot

if cirlce k is the closest thing for you to get drinks and cigs

if anything over the 55 fwy or 5 fwy is new to you

if you are outside on a quite night and you know its 9:30, because you can slightly hear the disneyland fireworks

if you refer to edwards theater irvine side, and everyone knows which oneif mulan is one of the only chinese food places you know

if sushi is always a good idea, but not before drinkingif you can't think of a place to eat you go down chapman ave. cuz every fast food place is on chapmanif in n out is busy every night durning the weekend, and you know at least one person in there

if you refer to california pizza kitchen as cpk

if going down irvine blvd. towards newport, and you miss the light at red hill, you just turn right to go to la colina, and again stop at no stop sign

if you wonder where tustin boardroom, or beach bums, or whatever its called moved, to learn it moved by big five and you have to think a second where that is

if you can start a quote from anchorman at a party and about 5 people can finish it, or wedding crashers

if someone in your family has a costco card, and you know they have amazing pizza

if on wed. you know to go to lampost for buddy lunches

if you have been into Micheal' lately and don't recongnize a thing in there

if you know the irvine spectrum is full of emo kids on the weekends, extend that to the TMP being the place for all middle schools kids on the weekends before 10 pm..cuz they all have to be picked up by mom or dad

if you treat jamboree like a fwy going from irvine blvd. up to chapman, even though the speed limit is like 45

if when refering to pch for food, you know you're talking about hot dogs on champan

if you ever wondered what the hell sear essencials is, and what do they sell? (by costco)

if you ever wondered what the hell is going to replace Good Guys, and when cuz its been like 7 months since they closed

if you're mad about the new stop light infront of the bowling ally, it just doesn't make sense and you also wish that they would turn on that right green arrow going onto newport from old irvine

if going down to newport beach you know to get off at victoria cuz its like a whole 10 seconds faster. haha, but we still do it

if you hate the fact that everyone has the razor, including myself

if while driving down dodge pass esplanade, you go really fast over the huge dip

if at some point over the weekend you make that trip over the freeway to del taco...cuz del never sounds bad at 1 am, and you find out you're not the only one with that bright idea..cuz there's always a line in the drive through

if you've ever made that joke about boner street over off of yorba ave.

if you've ever waken up somewhat early on a sat. or sun and gone down jamboree and it seems like there's a bike marathon going on. and you prob. have a hang over so you try hard not to hit them

if you wondered why chick-fil-a isn't open on sundays

if you need anything in life, target seems to be the place to go

if you see one lifted truck w/ a famous/metal/or any black and white sticker, and your first thought is bro ho

if you're glad there is a chipotle on newport ave.

if you know what the hut is/was.

if you always see that there's always a new restaurant where the hut used to be.

if you speak of LA, everyone knows you're talking about LA Fitness off of 17th and Tustin.

if you're craving sushi and ask anyone for a good sushi bar, Tommy's always seems to brought up.

if you're craving sushi late at night, you know there's always one japanese restaurant open until 1:00 AM everyday of the week; Honda Ya.

if you're giving directions you either say towards or away from foothill/tustin high school.


I LOVE TUSTIN.

Song of the Day: Hang me up to dry- Cold war kids

Until next time
Sary

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

aaahhh!!!

WOOOOW. ok usually when i don't update it's because i'm too lazy to, but this time i just completely forgot!! like honestly, i totally forgot i had a blogger. A lot has happened in the past few days but.... i don't feel like writing.

BUT TODAY. oh man. i'm really scared now. freakin......registration for next year and having to worry about colleges. JESUS CHRIST. i hate....the american dream...


I HATE THE AMERICAN DREAM!!!! hahahah. what else....my uncle's here from CR so i guess that's cool...

it's starting to get hot again, godddddddammit. oh and i saw a full frontal naked picture of daniel radcliffe on the internet yesterday. that was interesting.....
Song of the Day: Apologize- One Republic

Until next time
Sary