i deleted my last post simply for the mere fact that it didn't look too visually appealing. it felt good to have it up and get it off my chest though. REALLY GOOD.
my mood right now is.....indifferent. i don't care about anything. i don't mean this in a bad way, it's more like, i'm completely relaxed and don't have a care in the world, if that makes sense. which is funny because i've got the SAT on saturday, reflection video due on friday, and huge english project due next thursday.
this is mainly due to my huge obsession with this new song. PERFECT to drift asleep to....which is what i'll do now.
Song of the Day: The Greatest- Cat Power
Until next time,
Sary
p.s. i love you jeff, wherever you are.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007
phantom
smallville season finale TONIGHT.
the one rule for smallville, well actually there are many, is that season finales have to be big. and this one's no exception.
you can bet your ass i'll be back tonight to tell you what i thought about it.
*******************
ok i just saw it.
and can i just say.....
LANA IS IN THE LAUNDRY TRUCK. hahahha. i know it sounds weird but, she's in there. now i have to wait 3 months to see if i'm right.
Song of the Day- Carry on my wayward son: Kansas
Until next time
Sary
please don't let lana die.
the one rule for smallville, well actually there are many, is that season finales have to be big. and this one's no exception.
you can bet your ass i'll be back tonight to tell you what i thought about it.
*******************
ok i just saw it.
and can i just say.....
LANA IS IN THE LAUNDRY TRUCK. hahahha. i know it sounds weird but, she's in there. now i have to wait 3 months to see if i'm right.
Song of the Day- Carry on my wayward son: Kansas
Until next time
Sary
please don't let lana die.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Casey i miss you!!!
gosh darn it.
why must i love my toad so? hahahaha
ew ok awkward? yes.
come home soon toad. i have like no homework tonight thank god. i've been playing guitar hero ever since i got home. i swear, i close my eyes and all i see is that conveyor belt thing with all the notes. and then everything looks warped when i take my eyes off the screen.
anywho, i had the best baby back ribs yesterday at my uncle's house. and the whole family got together so that was fun. umm.....pretty pointless entry no?
i just wanted to write something to be consistent haha.
Song of the Day: Love will tear us apart- Joy Division
Until next time,
Sary
why must i love my toad so? hahahaha
ew ok awkward? yes.
come home soon toad. i have like no homework tonight thank god. i've been playing guitar hero ever since i got home. i swear, i close my eyes and all i see is that conveyor belt thing with all the notes. and then everything looks warped when i take my eyes off the screen.
anywho, i had the best baby back ribs yesterday at my uncle's house. and the whole family got together so that was fun. umm.....pretty pointless entry no?
i just wanted to write something to be consistent haha.
Song of the Day: Love will tear us apart- Joy Division
Until next time,
Sary
Friday, May 11, 2007
i'm starving
god, life would be so much easier if i had my license. and if lauren had her car haha.
so the plan for tonight, HOPEFULLY, is go to chipotle and then to a cool coffee shop in laguna. and if time allows back to my place for the wedding singer. haha god i love that movie. Caseyface is leaving tomorrow!!! i'm so sad.
and jealous. grrr. but she we're doing something in the morning that's been getting postponed for the past 3 weeks so that'll be exciting. and then i'm having brunch with her and her familia before she leaves.
and can i just say that smallville is in deep. i mean DEEEEEP. the producers are digging themselves a shithole that they won't be able to come out of...mark my words. i think by the series finale i'll be the only person watching. i hate that show sometimes.
anyways, it's good to start updating again. i missed it haha. i enjoy typing nonsense everyday. it's liberating.
Song of the day: Wish you were here- Sparklehorse
Until next time,
Sary
so the plan for tonight, HOPEFULLY, is go to chipotle and then to a cool coffee shop in laguna. and if time allows back to my place for the wedding singer. haha god i love that movie. Caseyface is leaving tomorrow!!! i'm so sad.
and jealous. grrr. but she we're doing something in the morning that's been getting postponed for the past 3 weeks so that'll be exciting. and then i'm having brunch with her and her familia before she leaves.
and can i just say that smallville is in deep. i mean DEEEEEP. the producers are digging themselves a shithole that they won't be able to come out of...mark my words. i think by the series finale i'll be the only person watching. i hate that show sometimes.
anyways, it's good to start updating again. i missed it haha. i enjoy typing nonsense everyday. it's liberating.
Song of the day: Wish you were here- Sparklehorse
Until next time,
Sary
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
HOLY CRAP
a wholllllllllllllllle month without updating??! what the hell's wrong with me?
LIFE. that's what. if i thought november/december where my most hectic months, then i must've been crazy. may and june are gonna be the worst of my life.
so this month i have to turn in a senior reflections video and a music video. the reflection video, according to Mcginness, is going to set the standard for videos till the end of time. she said this is history in the making and that i was gonna be part of the most important tradition foothill's ever had.........
i have 30 seconds of 10 minutes done.
no pressure or anything.
then the music video, which i have yet to shoot or even brainstorm, is due on monday. i'm not even sure if my actors ( the ones who i have yet to choose) will be able to make it. needless to say, i can't think of, shoot, and edit a music video all on sunday. SHAT.
then, the english essay/presentation.
casey is going to be gone for two weeks in england (lucky toad.......biotch) which doesn't hurt us, but could honestly be used as time to work on our freaking analyzation and presentation which is ten minutes long. i'm gonna work on it myself but it'd obviously be better if she were there to help me.
and of course, save the worst for last.
S.A.T.
the motherfucker of all tests. the big momma. "one test to rule them all, one test to find them...."
haha ok it's not that ginormous, but still, it's pretty much going to decide if i go to college or not. which will decide if i ever get a job, which will then decide if ever get noticed enough to get married and have kids. pretty much, if i blow this thing, i will never be successful, get married, or have a happy life. holy shit, my happiness depends on this freaking test. again,
NO PRESSURE. (psh give........ me........ A BREAK)
i don't even know how to start studying for this week. i have sworn to study at least one hour each night.......opening my book might be a good start.
well looking at the bright side of things, it was my birthday last week. yup. i have been on this planet for 17 years. HOLY CRAP. honestly, i didn't want it to be my birthday. i feel so old, which sounds ridiculous but hey. now i understand what adults go through when they reach their midlife crisis. it's like, i don't know, you feel like you're just slowly decomposing hahaha. i mean, this is my last year as a child. Next year i'll be an "adult". it seems so surreal. if it were up to me, i would've stayed 16 for the rest of my life. that's like the perfect age. but i don't know. the whole subject just depresses me. alas, i will stop talking! :)
some equally good news, i will be gone for the ENTIRE month of July. HOORAH HOORAH!! i seriously can't wait to get away from all this california melodramatic shit. i just wanna go to costa where every day is like a freaking vacation and i'm with my cousins who are the best in the world and treat me like a baby, which i am in the group. but yeah, you have no idea (whoever you are) how badly i need to just get away and forget this place ever existed. even if it is for just a month.
going back to the bad news, my opinion of someone has been thrown in the fucking trash can. FUCK THAT. i was stupid for even trying. and also, this may sound really gross to some, but i have chorro. if you know what that means, then.....
GOOD FOR YOU!!!
Song of the day: Dig- Incubus
Until next time,
Sary
LIFE. that's what. if i thought november/december where my most hectic months, then i must've been crazy. may and june are gonna be the worst of my life.
so this month i have to turn in a senior reflections video and a music video. the reflection video, according to Mcginness, is going to set the standard for videos till the end of time. she said this is history in the making and that i was gonna be part of the most important tradition foothill's ever had.........
i have 30 seconds of 10 minutes done.
no pressure or anything.
then the music video, which i have yet to shoot or even brainstorm, is due on monday. i'm not even sure if my actors ( the ones who i have yet to choose) will be able to make it. needless to say, i can't think of, shoot, and edit a music video all on sunday. SHAT.
then, the english essay/presentation.
casey is going to be gone for two weeks in england (lucky toad.......biotch) which doesn't hurt us, but could honestly be used as time to work on our freaking analyzation and presentation which is ten minutes long. i'm gonna work on it myself but it'd obviously be better if she were there to help me.
and of course, save the worst for last.
S.A.T.
the motherfucker of all tests. the big momma. "one test to rule them all, one test to find them...."
haha ok it's not that ginormous, but still, it's pretty much going to decide if i go to college or not. which will decide if i ever get a job, which will then decide if ever get noticed enough to get married and have kids. pretty much, if i blow this thing, i will never be successful, get married, or have a happy life. holy shit, my happiness depends on this freaking test. again,
NO PRESSURE. (psh give........ me........ A BREAK)
i don't even know how to start studying for this week. i have sworn to study at least one hour each night.......opening my book might be a good start.
well looking at the bright side of things, it was my birthday last week. yup. i have been on this planet for 17 years. HOLY CRAP. honestly, i didn't want it to be my birthday. i feel so old, which sounds ridiculous but hey. now i understand what adults go through when they reach their midlife crisis. it's like, i don't know, you feel like you're just slowly decomposing hahaha. i mean, this is my last year as a child. Next year i'll be an "adult". it seems so surreal. if it were up to me, i would've stayed 16 for the rest of my life. that's like the perfect age. but i don't know. the whole subject just depresses me. alas, i will stop talking! :)
some equally good news, i will be gone for the ENTIRE month of July. HOORAH HOORAH!! i seriously can't wait to get away from all this california melodramatic shit. i just wanna go to costa where every day is like a freaking vacation and i'm with my cousins who are the best in the world and treat me like a baby, which i am in the group. but yeah, you have no idea (whoever you are) how badly i need to just get away and forget this place ever existed. even if it is for just a month.
going back to the bad news, my opinion of someone has been thrown in the fucking trash can. FUCK THAT. i was stupid for even trying. and also, this may sound really gross to some, but i have chorro. if you know what that means, then.....
GOOD FOR YOU!!!
Song of the day: Dig- Incubus
Until next time,
Sary
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